I should probably go back into therapy.
My OCD is getting out of hand. I think I’m cured from ADHD for some odd reason. Mom thinks I grew out of it. I’m just different now.
I don’t know.
we are all that we have left. we are the lovers, we are the last of our kind. link your arms and keep your chin up and i swear that we’ll be fine.
passive-aggressive bullshit
dead as dead can be, my doctor tells me
but i just can’t believe him, ever the optimistic one
i’m sure of your ability to become my perfect enemy
wake up and face me, don’t play dead cause maybe
someday i will walk away and say you disappoint me
maybe you’re better off this way
leaning over you here, cold and catatonic
i catch a brief reflection of what you could and might have been
it’s your right and your ability to become my perfect enemy.
Your ex likes you again, what do you do?
get the fuck, joshua
Someone asks you on a date, where do you want to go?
if it’s not christopher, my boyfriend, i won’t be attending
Are you mad about anything?
nope
When’s the last time you had a birthday party?
this year
Are you planning on going to college?
yeah
Do you smoke weed everyday?
yeah
Would you go a month without cursing?
fuck no
Where are you right now?
livingroom
When did you cry last?
a while
Where’s the last place you walked to?
inside
Do you believe in soul mates?
yeah
Do you like seafood?
love
If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?
i’m quiet all the time
Do you have a best friend(s)?
not really no
What’s your favorite season?
winter
Where did you sleep last night and with who?
christopher’s with him
Think of the second to last person you kissed, did that person ever give you a piggy-back ride?
yeah
Who has the ability to hurt you the most emotionally?
dusty
What was the last thing you went to Walmart for?
food
Are you afraid of getting your heart broken?
everyone is
When’s the last time you watched a horror movie?
i don’t know
some of my halloween costume.
i didn’t wanna take a picture fully showing it until after carlotta.
